Sunday, January 31, 2010
friday was an interesting day. at least for that couple of hours. cursed spot + weird guys. hahas.
saw in the darkness 10:35 PM
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
one week into lessons and it's almost driving me nuts. i can't do the maths, i can't do the physics. i basically can't do alot alot of the newly taught stuff. i really need to get my brains working or work out some sort of devious plan, if not i really doubt if i'd make it this year.
well well, on a more -optimistic- look, maybe i should say something like "wow, it feels great to work my brains real hard." :x it's not working, i still feel kinda depressed.
and somehow i really wished today was friday especially when school was over and i was at home. really really wanted today to be friday. maybe cos friday's timetable quite bad and i want to just skip the whole day and maybe cos after friday would be saturday and i really need a break. (yes, after only one 4 days, i'm already feeling shag(does this word exist?) and i need the break)
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something quite amusing (not really an apt description, but i can't think of any other word) happened. just the first period we were late so got scolded and one of the boy came in significantly later so blah blah blah (u know lar, scolded and all that). then the teacher said "what is this?!!" (like when people get angry, they do say this right.) the guy actually answered like "it's for the ...." ( i was like o.O when he answered. quite surprised/shocked/amazed) then the teacher said "it's a rhetorical qn, u don't have to answer that!!" ( i swear i almost LOLed. in fact i did but just giggle once but quickly stopped myself. bad setting and atmosphere for me to laugh. :x -The End-
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and
adding more colours somehow made me feel less depressed
and and and...
i really really hate pe. no room for negotiation :/
saw in the darkness 7:10 PM
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
i don't like my FT
i don't like school >:|
and
i'm hungry
my throat hurts :(
and
my hw is undone. i miss the holidays :(
saw in the darkness 11:08 PM
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
orientation ended and i thought it really wasn't all that great. but i'm just the type that won't go high and crazy during activities like orientation and i think i just sian-ed through the whole thing. lesson's going to start tmr and that sucks. our timetables are so so so different from the other classes, hard to keep contact now. and mondays end at 5pm. argh!!! now i have to reschedule my tuition which is quite impossible since there is only 3 ppl in the class and there's no other class for me to transfer to. >:/
i think my class ppl are quite friendly but i just don't mix well with ppl and.. :( i don't think i'd have anyone to like hang out with and i'm gonna be solo. :(
i don't really want to say this since it's only the start of the year. but i really think school's gonna suck and yr 5's gonna be hell for me especially since i'm so bad at making friends.
saw in the darkness 7:29 PM
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
sch starts tmr and i'm a teeny bit nervous, like always. after all it's new sch new class, can't help but feel nervous with all these uncertainties. not excited at all and rather sian-ed. i hate orientations. i guess that's why my social circle is so small and so hard for me to make new friends :C
new year resolutions
1. make more friends (dun worry i will still love u, my dear friends)
2. work hard for the whole year (>< i try at least)
3. read more books (i always read halfway and give up :x)
4. get some clothes that are not black or white o.O
5. walk to school everyday. i try to. (unless it's raining)
6. keep contact with all my friends (woo... more reason for shopping and slacking)
7. achieve at least half of my new year resolutions (lol!)
and i just want to say thnx to 4a for all the stress u give me and helping me push myself to work harder. (no sarcasm intended) i think 4a was the best and most conducive studying environment i have had. i dun mind the same kind of environment this yr, though abit more fun would have been better. i just hope the new class is good :x
saw in the darkness 5:52 PM
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Friday, January 8, 2010
so i felt the need to post after reading somebody somebody's blog. i did not say u bring my chinese results down! >:( -> >< -> =='looks like we had some miscommunication just like the mandy grace issue. lols. whatever, just know i did not say that haha. (ur chinese better than me, how to bring me down?!)in case one day u decided we are not close enough and decided to get mad. lol! and u 断章取义 leh. the part on we are ohkayohkay only was not the main point leh. it was just a 铺陈 to "i think we are very close leh" -.- but in the end, i think if we can talk for so long even though there are so many misinterpretations in between, we are quite amazing heh.
and and and... i also feel the need to post reflections for 2009 and new year resolutions. i thought i was the only one cos it's already like one week late. so hehe we think alike (sometimes) hahaha! so i guess i'll do the reflections and resolutions sometime this weekend.
saw in the darkness 11:00 PM
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
went shopping at bugis street yesterday. saw nice clothes here and there but only bought one. i think i'm getting abit old. i'm starting to feel it. got tired just after 2-3 hrs of walking. i used to be able to walk the whole day, now i wonder how i did that last time.
and i think i'm way behind schedule for my gp hw. so many ppl around me finished it already and i only have one page now. i hope i finish it in time. and i totally don't look forward to school or orientation cos the announcement i saw said pe attire. means outdoor activities which i quite hate. and it says extra set of pe attire in case dirty. which means dirty activities ==' which i aboslutely hate for sure. >< hais.. i just hope it turns out better than i imagine it to be. i hope monday never comes. i don't want school to start :/
saw in the darkness 9:44 PM
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Monday, January 4, 2010
teehee. quite good mood now. wj just made my day :D wahaha!
i just thought i'd po this song. for ppl who are still feeling abit... um.. not so happy cos of the new class hopefully it cheers u up for abit.
一只鲸鱼要怎么放进冰箱
打开门然后用力关冰箱
然后呢 如果你还想要 放一只大象
一份希望要怎么放进心脏
如果你活得有一点悲伤
答案是用力丢掉鲸鱼
用力甩悲伤
是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长在头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就展开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候 那就让我
开开天窗
一句歌词怎么让你很难忘
方文山 林夕和我都在想
想破头 也钻不进一个紧闭的心房
一个难题要用多少的智商
多少泪 还有多少的盼望
多少人变成紧闭门窗 孤独的国王
是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长在头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就展开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候 那就让我
开开天窗
saw in the darkness 10:49 AM
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
sad...
i hope i survive the next 2 yrs and don't end up as a loner.
saw in the darkness 11:35 AM
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Friday, January 1, 2010
happy birthday 
xuan! xD
i was going to make the full name but halfway through i dunno clicked what and lost 70% of my work >< then i got so depressed and gave up after just doing the lin. i did everything from scratch in photoshop ok! and i think i chose the most stupid way to do it. shld have just dl-ed some 3d making program T_T or some fonts and plonk them together.
well the alphabets didn't take too long to make but idk, i think i spent some time trying to orient them around each other. learned quite some stuff while trying to make this. all those layer mask vector mask clipping mask. those that i don't usually use. clipping mask was rather easy. but layer and vector mask gave me such a huge headache! i kept confusing myself with the black and white and which mask which.
i think i should look at my works less. the more i look at it the uglier it becomes ><
anyway it's new year too but i don't feel excited about it at all especially since i have to return to sch on sat for that big walk ==. don't even know next this yr's class yet. rumours has it that we will only know on the first day of sch. which makes it very bad. the new year is filled with uncertainties but i guess i have to stay positive. 努力吧!
saw in the darkness 11:22 AM
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