Monday, December 31, 2007
2007 is coming to an end and i wasted another yr juz like that
no effort made
no contributions
no achievements
wat a sad life i hav
if only i had a more interesting life.
if only i wasn't a gd student in rv
if only i did nt hav to cope with all the stress
if only i was born into a different family
if only i was a student frm juz another neighbouhood sch...
if only...
if only...
i cld be out playing with friends, sneaking around doing things i wld never hv done.. life cld hav been so different.. there cld hav been a million different possibilities how my life cld be..
but why did it end up this way.. this was/is/will not be the kind of life i wan..
a life with no childhood no memories no nth..
trying so hard to create some memories for myself b4 2007 ends but all effort seems to be futile and the only memories i hav in the past 14 years are few and far in between...
there were a million possibilities for me to choose frm..
whr was the mistake i made that gave me this life
a life with only one road.. a road that never seems to end.. i can only walk on but i still wish an alternative will appear some where..
some where...
saw in the darkness 8:48 PM
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
Dramas Galore!!
woohoos.. i hav been spam watching dramas the past few days and it totally rawked!
i'm watching mostly jdrama recently and twdrama some time back.. no interest in kdrama hehes..
medical dramas
Iryu 1 & 2 are both super duper nice.. i feel so so so tempted to go watch the chinese subs for Iryu 2 since the english subs are not out yet.. BON funsubs jiayous and sub the rest of Iryu 2 pls... its a very nice show.. u all should try it.. but i guess this show might not appeal to some after all its a medical drama.. but.. koike teppei is in it!! damn hot and cute larhs.. hahas.. he acting as doctor then the hair is pressed down de.. super cute!! hahas.. hehes...
school dramas
next is gokusen 2.. i watched that quite some time ago le.. that show is ok lar.. i dun really like the teacher.. and i skipped gokusen 1 and watched 2 instead coz i prefer the guys in gokusen 2... whee~ kame and jin and teppei!!!acting in it.. both guys are hot!! wah.. im melting.. similar dramas to gokusen 2 are like.. hmm.. dragon zakura which has yamapi! and GTO live action (i watched this like last yr), i dun tink hav hot guys but the teacher damn cool lar.. then the theme song "poison" not bad..
detective shows
the detective shows also very very nice.. got galileo and yukan club. galileo has a very nice plot plus the characters are very nice too.. im saying characters not actors.. the professor damn cool everything also logic.. i think got once someone ask him "don't you consider others feelings? then he said sth like "its a waste of timne to think about something that is illogical" then he made an analogy using dog poo =.= its a rly rly nice show.. recommend to all! yukan club is more light hearted and more lame.. quite funny too although some of the cases not very realistic but its still quite nice.. most importantly.. hot guys!! jin is in it!! he in the show damn funny and cool.. luv it sia!!
hahas.. anyways.. im bored so im blogging about wat i watched in case u think i juz went crazy... i dropped some dramas also.. watched half way but gave up.. dramas like x-family, romantic princess, why why love.. oh gawd.. they simply dun hav a plot gd enough to keep me on the show.. even though quite many hot guys but haiz.. cannot make it lar.. i juz can't understand why ppl are hooked on it.. i tink x-family still ok.. reason why i dropped is maybe coz last time exam then i no ime watch then lag behind alot then i sian diao dun wan watch le coz sometimes watch one ep also can watch halfway then sian diao like wan slp le.. romantic princess.. haiz.. i dun rly like it.. at first watch find it quite nice.. but as time goes by.. become more and more sian then sometimes it monday come out i saturday or something then go watch.. finally watch until ep12.. ep13 come out so long lnog ago le but i still hvnt watch and i rly dun intend to.. why why love i think shld be quite ok de but coz i JUST finished devil beside you then the cast and plot so similar of course wun watch lor..
in case some of you are wondering who's all those hot japanese guys i mentioned.. i will post some pics later on..
(edit: *posted* more to come)
kamenashi kazuya 
this ain't the best pic but.. oh well.. that's the only one i have in my comp right now he's actually very HOT de lorhs..
akanishi jin
he's very cute in yukan club..
koike teppei
totally cute!!
Yamashita Tomohisa aka yamapi!
he doesn't look too hot in this pic but if u watch his dramas he's damn hot
starring as Yajima Yusuke in dragon zakura
and as Kusano Akira in nobuta wo produce (im currently watching this series right now he doesn't look too hot in that show though but kame is also in the show.. whee~)
Yamamoto Yusuke
that's the best i can find of him.. but thats not his best.. watch hana kimi and u know le
starring as Kayashima Taiki in hana kimi japan ver.
he also made a guest appearance in Iryu 2
he's hot!!
Hayami Mokomichi
some freaking hot random guy..
ok not exactly random
starring as tsuchiya (or however u spell it) in gokusen 2
(edit: *posted* thats all for today.. will post more hot guy pics nxt time maybe nxt time will be tw or korean hot guys :P)
ps. pangya finally patched!! whee~ its finally working but i hav no time to play le.. sch's starting on wednesday and i still hav 60% of my hw undone
saw in the darkness 5:58 PM
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
***i got danson's new book!!! it totally rawked! damn cool.. grab one now peeps! danson rawks!! support danson!***
front cover page
some more sneak preview
****and more...
hahas.. thats all im showing.. go buy it if u wan!!!
the story is nice too (:
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haiz... sch's starting in 5 days time and im not the least excited
i hope sch never starts..
oh god...
i only hav 5 pathetic days left for my hw..
and why... why.. didn't santa come on christmas..
i hav been having horrible dreams nitemares these few nights! dreaming about horrible cca ppl horrible cca teachers chasing after me.. cca is horrible! why am i even talking about cca when i hav so much work left.. reason is very very simple.. cca is just too horrible!! how i wish i cld rewind the time and live dec once more.. peaceful days without cca.. juz how wonderful...
saw in the darkness 4:21 PM
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Monday, December 10, 2007
haiz....
sometimes i really wonder if im just plain weird or am i just unique..
even for things as simple as watching drama.. i hav different taste from normal people.. i dont even hav to think and i can find many examples..
juz like in dou niu.. i prefer lee wei's character over mike he
in romantic princess i prefer calvin over wuzun
in top on the forbidden city i prefer qing tian over tian xie..
haiz... am i really weird or am i unique..
i definitely hope its the latter... sometimes i rly wonder if i am a mistake if i had been born into the wrong world the wrong universe.. i wonder... i wonder...
enough of all the wondering...
my holiday homework has not been touched yet!!!
goddammit.. now work supposed to be done over 2 months has to be done over 2 weeks!!!
wat the hell !!!
!!! immediate change of plans... no more games no more pangya for me!!
i must chiong finish my storybook 10 days before school reopens (eh.. thats kinda late isn't it? o.O )
and where's my november newspaper.. ah... ( *honk* eh.. is that the gurung guni man leaving my doorstep? nooo... my newspaper!!! )
haiz.. homework homework homework.. its driving me crazy.. plus.. im so glad my last day at work is on the 13th !!
its been such a chore working for freakingly long hours everyday.. waking up annoyingly early and going home disgustingly late everyday, fearing uncontrollably even at sleep if i hav done something wrong during the day's work..
haiz.. people.. i finally understand wat is zhuan qian xin ku (hey.. i used to tink this was crap ok..) i guess take money frm parents still more shi ji bah.. but thats like so.. ( u know lar )
haiz... i hav no life.. someone pls giv me life..
ps: my pangya char finally senior level le.. woohoos.. and im getting my hio-s more frequently.. woohoos... (nono.. i juz said no more pangya.. lets TRY to refrain from pangya..)
*after one second*
(i tried but i failed.. time to go pangya.. -.-" )
saw in the darkness 10:15 PM
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