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can you see in the darkness of my heart?
me
"How many people you bless, is how you truly measure success."
Thursday, April 7, 2011
time for a change. i don't like the me now.
saw in the darkness 7:18 PM
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
awesome!!
saw in the darkness 4:55 PM
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Thursday, March 31, 2011
lost faith. greed knows no end.
I wonder if I've been too demanding and mean to the class. perhaps I should just let everything go. but I think of the faith and trust I've placed in them and I can't help but feel so disappointed and disheartened. I thought you wouldn't but I was wrong, so wrong.
Everything could have ended happily if no one had initiated it. Each one could have just taken 1 home and things would not have ended so awkward. but greed knows no end, 1 would never be enough. This is so realistic and I did expect it, but the extent of it is so shocking, it makes me wonder what has all those years of moral education done.
I ask myself where have I gone wrong, where did the communication breakdown happen, where did our camaraderie go. It's like fighting a war against your own people. so meaningless, so empty.
or was I even wrong to trust in the first place. I wish I was stronger, firmer and more influential but I guess I am not a leader afterall.
