Thursday, January 21, 2010
one week into lessons and it's almost driving me nuts. i can't do the maths, i can't do the physics. i basically can't do alot alot of the newly taught stuff. i really need to get my brains working or work out some sort of devious plan, if not i really doubt if i'd make it this year.
well well, on a more -optimistic- look, maybe i should say something like "wow, it feels great to work my brains real hard." :x it's not working, i still feel kinda depressed.
and somehow i really wished today was friday especially when school was over and i was at home. really really wanted today to be friday. maybe cos friday's timetable quite bad and i want to just skip the whole day and maybe cos after friday would be saturday and i really need a break. (yes, after only one 4 days, i'm already feeling shag(does this word exist?) and i need the break)
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something quite amusing (not really an apt description, but i can't think of any other word) happened. just the first period we were late so got scolded and one of the boy came in significantly later so blah blah blah (u know lar, scolded and all that). then the teacher said "what is this?!!" (like when people get angry, they do say this right.) the guy actually answered like "it's for the ...." ( i was like o.O when he answered. quite surprised/shocked/amazed) then the teacher said "it's a rhetorical qn, u don't have to answer that!!" ( i swear i almost LOLed. in fact i did but just giggle once but quickly stopped myself. bad setting and atmosphere for me to laugh. :x -The End-
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and
adding more colours somehow made me feel less depressed
and and and...
i really really hate pe. no room for negotiation :/
saw in the darkness 7:10 PM
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