Monday, January 28, 2008
I'm DETERMINED
i really am this time round.. i will i can and i must do it
please do not try to waver my determination..
afterall the determination is just a false front i put on and i'm still going through alot of internal struggle. please do not try to change my mind, please..
i will not tell u what i'm determined to do, afterall i believe this decision is what i want and i do not wish for others to interfere in it. please give me a chance and please do not crush and shatter my determination and pride with a word of "no". i took a long time before i had this courage and determination to act out the thoughts i had held on to for 2 long years. i'm breaking down under the pressure and i'm determined to win this war.
i dun have much time, i only have less than two months left. i must make it happen before the two months
Gods and deities above, please bless me with all the strength and courage i need to fight this battle. i need all the help i can get
saw in the darkness 9:30 PM
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