Monday, December 31, 2007
2007 is coming to an end and i wasted another yr juz like that
no effort made
no contributions
no achievements
wat a sad life i hav
if only i had a more interesting life.
if only i wasn't a gd student in rv
if only i did nt hav to cope with all the stress
if only i was born into a different family
if only i was a student frm juz another neighbouhood sch...
if only...
if only...
i cld be out playing with friends, sneaking around doing things i wld never hv done.. life cld hav been so different.. there cld hav been a million different possibilities how my life cld be..
but why did it end up this way.. this was/is/will not be the kind of life i wan..
a life with no childhood no memories no nth..
trying so hard to create some memories for myself b4 2007 ends but all effort seems to be futile and the only memories i hav in the past 14 years are few and far in between...
there were a million possibilities for me to choose frm..
whr was the mistake i made that gave me this life
a life with only one road.. a road that never seems to end.. i can only walk on but i still wish an alternative will appear some where..
some where...
saw in the darkness 8:48 PM
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