Friday, October 26, 2007

TEARS

current mood(11pm): abit emo

today.. the last day of school..
flashing of cameras everywhere in our class.. frens whom you nv rly took note of suddenly felt so important.. all my frens.. all of them make up bits and pieces of memories in my mind.. however small bit and however small piece it is.. it is still part of my memory and this will stay with me.. pls let me keep the most beautiful memory of u in my mind.. do not cry for i believe we can still meet one day.. let me keep the every cheerful image i hav of all of u.. all these times together they are precious to me.. i will hold them close to my heart.. i shall rmb u guys always.. i can't bear to part with u guys too but since we can't avoid it.. lets juz face it with a positive attitude.. wishing all in the class gd luck and stay happy..

the only difference in the song is that in place of bgr wat we have is a very strong bond.. i believe

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Till the End by David Tan
All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night

i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share

* In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end*

All my friend around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

repeat *

We'll always be till the end.



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ANGER

current mood(7pm): pissed!

i'm so damn pissed now..
why must it turn out like this.. has it always been my misconception that you gave in to me most of the time or were you juz fu1 yan3-ing me? why can't you let me do things my way this time round.. it's just one activity that i will be missing.. why must you force me to go. why must my life be dictated by you. it's my life after all, i shld hv the final decision not you.. i know you're my parent you're more experienced and you tend to make better decisions but aren't you supposed to guide me to the right decision instead of juz making the decision for me.. afterall im the one involved not you.. you don't understand how i feel at all so dun act so mighty as if you know everything under the world.. im so pissed.. why must it turn out like that.. i thot our relationship was rather good and we cld always work things out.. i never expected you to reject me without hesitation without considering and without listening to me at all.. i know it's for my own good but if you force me.. believe me it will backfire one day.. im almost at my limits.. dun force me!!

besides, why can't i be angry if you can.. u din even giv me a chance there was no room for negotiation at all.. of course i wld be bu shuang.. and when im pissed.. u also become pissed.. (that's not the point) and you go.. "what kind of attitude is this.. dun giv me that face" this is juz an outward expression of my emotions.. whats wrong with that!! wth is wrong! hvn't all of u been telling us not to bottle up our emotions?!?! and when we show our emotions.. u find it inappropriate.. wat kind of logic is this.. this is unreasonable.. im pissed!! ppl say eating one piece of chocolate can make u happy.. but i hav almost finished a whole box and im still PISSED!!!

saw in the darkness 10:18 PM

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