Sunday, October 28, 2007
FEAR
im not sure if i shld go for cip tmr.. its very early in the morning and will be doing admin stuff(abit boring) but that's not wats really keeping me frm going coz i'd rly like to meet u guys.. im nt sure if i made the right decision in nt going to buy class tee together today.. i do not want to make the wrong choice and lose the chance of meeting u guys again.. yet.. im scared.. i fear.. i fear i will miss u guys even more after i meet u guys.. i fear that i will nt be able to let go and face the new challenges awaiting me 2 mths frm now.. a whole new environment.. new frens new teachers new attitudes new teaching styles new laughter new voices.. everything will be new..
hav i made the wrong choice today.. that i still do not know even till now.. i hv not decided if i shld go but i most probably will because i believe it will be worth it.. i hope i hav made the right choice.. see u guys tmr..
p.s. c0nfusi0n has promised me 15k a cash if she fails to turn up tmr.. all of u reading my blog out there shall be my witness..
saw in the darkness 9:01 PM
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