Thursday, October 25, 2007
CONFUSION
i feel so confused..
i shld be glad that i'm promoted to the next level yet i will miss all my frens.. 2 years together.. how can i part with u all happily..
好聚怎麼好散(曲終人散版) by 阿CHORD
回憶有些遺憾 讓 結局更加感傷 我 不願再去想 你離去的景象
時間能否沖淡 這 難分難捨難堪 我 不願回頭看 那些美好片段 我不敢
好聚怎麼好散 我試圖 學會遺忘你最後一刻淚流下 我也哭的荒唐
*能不能 再一次 讓我把話說完 對你的愛 我還放不開 卻只能夠感慨
能不能 再一次 讓我的戲演完 結束了該散場 話沒說完 你卻已經 離開
i don't even know if i should be feeling happy.. the result slips came back. it was not as good as i wanted it to be but was within my expectations.. the dec hols are coming.. fast and furious.. i should be happy the hols are here yet i feel sad, surprisingly. there seems to be more cons than pros this time round.. loads of hw.. long hours of cca.. but these were not what really bothered me. Promoted to the next level, i shld feel glad yet i will miss my frens and all the rest.. seeing some cry over bad results.. it made me juz as sad juz this time round.. this never really happened before.
i guess the bond we have has been built without us knowing it.. the friendship which never seemed to be there is there.. hatred, anger, jealousy for each other turned out to be care and concern.. the bond is there.. this is a undeniable fact..
let's hope the invisible bond will stay although we will have been broken into bits and pieces scattered amongst many others nxt yr..
i believe there will still be chances for us to meet.. in the meanwhile lets hope gd frens still stay in the same class afterall.. i'd really hate to leave all of you all
although i hate to say but i still hv to..
gd bye and gd luck to all!
saw in the darkness 5:52 PM
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