Wednesday, October 31, 2007
PREMONITION
haiz.. there's going to be cca tmr and this time.. dunno why.. but i seriously feel very strongly about not going for cca tmr.. dunno why this is happening but i rly dun wan go cca tmr lehs.. haiz.. premonition? hope not.. its as though something bad is going to happen tmr.. i fear going for cca JUZ tmr..why?!?! is this the fear cca has instilled in me or is this juz my imagination and my own unwillingness to go for cca.. i hav been trying to consult ppl.. asking if i shld go for cca tmr.. some say "dun wan go then dun go la", some say "juz go la.. wun die de".. haiz.. my mind is in a whirlpool of dilemma(always use this in my essay :P).. rly dunno if shld go cca anot lehs.. rly rly rly super dun feel lyk going for tmr's act but suddenly every1 in the cca seems to be so enthu and is going to go tmr.. ahh..
haiz.. feel so sad now.. dunno how we will be tortured tmr.. haiz.. let's juz hope i'll wake up tmr and finds that today has juz been a dream and i'll hv another wed(although i know quite impossible)
how i wish all this has just been a dream.. how i wish.....
saw in the darkness 9:48 PM
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